I fully understand where you're coming from django.
It's not an issue of trust so much as overbearing overprotectiveness. They know they can trust me, or at least they did. However, they abused that by placing even more restrictions on me which led to me doing a lot of things which i'm not gonna go into right now, thereby breaking their trust. Although i can be immature i'm pretty responsible too, and if what they were asking of me was reasonable i would probably have had no problem sticking to their rules. But they weren't, and now they're paying for it. Eventually you just have to rebel against your oppressors.