Ugh i worked my absolute ass off for the hsc doing adv english, general maths, bio, earth and pe buttt right at the trials first i had swine flu in the 2 weeks before and the week before i had the trials i had a horse riding accident, fractured my skull and because i desperatly wanted to do better (even tho i couldnt concerntrate and was absolutely screwed) i decided to do my trials a week after i was meant to so i appealed and then i stuffed the trials despite studying my ass off got into the english forgot everything and was really really sick but kept my gob shut having too much pride trying to do well for my dad then for all the others i was stuck in hot loud rooms and i was having heaps of trouble with migraines and that frikken dizzy and sick the entire time but desperatly wanted to prove to my ever demanding family that i could do well... anyways so got my hsc marks back, one mark off band 5's for EVERYTHING and got the shittiest ATAR ever despite for example my class mark for gen maths was 91... earth 85 pe 87 and bio 89.... then for the hsc i was so stressed i was sick and stuffed it up... atar of 69.15, i cried...
sounds stupid but im so devo...