tequilah23
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So I'm 17 years old, in year 12 and currently under the pressure and stress of HSC year(yunno the usual life of a year 12'ver)
But recently I've discovered that I may have ADHD...or not.
A bit of background: I've been a very reserved, shy person since I can remember. But since the start of high school, I've developed anxiety (not officially diagnosed but you know when you know). I've had a few anxiety attack throughout last year and this year. I'm not a very expressive person(don't like talking about feelings, showing emotion, etc) and I don't particularly like attention. I've tried to see the councillor a few times but I can never bring my self to go back again because I hate the thought of being alone with just one person talking to them about yourself. I did a few times but I really disliked it, so I discontinued.
Recently, I've realised, since hard studying for exams and stuff, that it's hard for information to actually process and instill in me. Like i'll be reading a book or paragraph and I'll just "zone" out without me actually realising( due to thinking about something probably irrelevant or nothing at all) and still reading, but the information isn't being processed so that I actually understand, so i'll have to re-read it over till I get it. One definite highlight is when we're in English class reading our prescribed text. Im gonna be honest and say every book we've had to read I never really read it's entirety, because of the reason I've stated. What got me through the exams was just the parts of the books we've needed to know and techniques we'd mark together as a class.
At home, I'm forgetful of were I put things. I'll literally place something down for a bit and then when I got back to get it I don't know where I've put it.
For a long time I've just thought this kind of stuff is just me being a very forgetful person, but it's gotten to the point where it frustrates me and I don't know whether I actually have ADD or whatever, or I'm just stupid.
But don't get me wrong this isn't like a "major major" problem, I just feel like I have to work double as hard than the next person has to to actually get through and achieve the HSC results I want.
Anyone have any advice?
But recently I've discovered that I may have ADHD...or not.
A bit of background: I've been a very reserved, shy person since I can remember. But since the start of high school, I've developed anxiety (not officially diagnosed but you know when you know). I've had a few anxiety attack throughout last year and this year. I'm not a very expressive person(don't like talking about feelings, showing emotion, etc) and I don't particularly like attention. I've tried to see the councillor a few times but I can never bring my self to go back again because I hate the thought of being alone with just one person talking to them about yourself. I did a few times but I really disliked it, so I discontinued.
Recently, I've realised, since hard studying for exams and stuff, that it's hard for information to actually process and instill in me. Like i'll be reading a book or paragraph and I'll just "zone" out without me actually realising( due to thinking about something probably irrelevant or nothing at all) and still reading, but the information isn't being processed so that I actually understand, so i'll have to re-read it over till I get it. One definite highlight is when we're in English class reading our prescribed text. Im gonna be honest and say every book we've had to read I never really read it's entirety, because of the reason I've stated. What got me through the exams was just the parts of the books we've needed to know and techniques we'd mark together as a class.
At home, I'm forgetful of were I put things. I'll literally place something down for a bit and then when I got back to get it I don't know where I've put it.
For a long time I've just thought this kind of stuff is just me being a very forgetful person, but it's gotten to the point where it frustrates me and I don't know whether I actually have ADD or whatever, or I'm just stupid.
But don't get me wrong this isn't like a "major major" problem, I just feel like I have to work double as hard than the next person has to to actually get through and achieve the HSC results I want.
Anyone have any advice?
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