ive decided, as much as this may just kill me, that im not prewriting essays. dont think im not prepared, i have quotes, techniques, conventions and story ideas, i just worry that if i get in there and the thing doesnt suit my preprepared im gunna freakout and screw up majorly. particularly for the story. this way, im keeping myself more flexible and able to work with the question. when ive read previous marker comments heaps went on about how the preprepareds didnt work well so yer, i just dont wanna screw it up.
nervous as hell.