In fact, I think there are a few more things I'd like to say.
For one, you're obviously very unattractive because you lack the self-confidence (Statistically in women coming from negative self-image problems) to make the first move. Either this or you were systematically abused by a member of your family who came in drunk and smelling at night for a game of 'fumbles' but don't tell mummy.
You have to admit to either being horrendously ugly or suffering abuse in order for you to be absolutely this pathetic.
Secondly, you are a petty little tart because you broke up with your boyfriend on the chance to go out with someone you don't even have the balls to make a move on. Again this stems from the drunken sweaty uncle slowly prodding your flowering bud when you were 14 or so, and again, is no excuse for the absolutely pathetic display of whorishness and general tripe and vomitus that you have expelled onto this forum.
Your problems are inconsequential and easily solved yet you obviously lack the intelligence and the cogent capacity to understand the situation and approach it from a logical angle; this is why you fail. This is why you will always fail, your entire life is predicated on the fact that you are innately stupid, illogical and, seeing as you are ugly to boot, you will never achieve any form of happiness in your pathetic and may it be short-lived, life.
Please, please, please, never pay a homeless man to sleep with you, because the last thing we need is further fool-spawn polluting this precious earth with the idiotic ejaculations of unfounded self-worth that seem to pour from your gutterous mouth, down your malfunctioning neural cortex and into some semblance of pidgin english.
Invest $4.70 in a bottle of drano and swig until finished. It will be a painful death, one you deserve. So swallow your poison, for you need it greatly.