sometimes i cry in maths. I really really cant stand it if i dont understand everything .and theres this fucking bitch that sits near me, oh shes just perfect isnt she. if im not getting something, i tend to just give up, and lay on the desk, hoping to die, but the bitch will lean over and try to explain it to me. i know shes only being nice, but she puts on this sickly sweet voice, that clearly tells me she thinks shes soo superior to me.
Now my maths teacher, he is the best, hes my fave teacher. and i always get so cut up when i dont get something and ehs like "do you want me to go over it with you?" it just makes me feel so dumb, and i hope he cant see the tears in my eyes, as i looks down and concentrate really hard at just looking at my book.