Razizi said:
Hmm yeah, you kind of regret it and feel like giving it to the people who tried hard throughout the year consistently but wasn't still able to get one...Ah well.
After receiving that, I guess I became quite arrogant. After that award ceremony, I started getting all the praise from fellow students and teachers. I suddently thought that I was the top student. This arrogance obviously reflected on my last exam result where I was placed 4th and hence my rank moved down to the equal third position.
I learnt my lesson and all I wish to do from now on is to move on. I will work harder this time and try to be more modest. It was very stupid of me to lose sight of the modestry that I used to have. I guess it was a very bad idea for the school to give Year 12 awards to Year 11 kid. :mad1:
My close mate who got Year 12 award with me (and he was the only other Year 11 kid who got that) also did quite badly in comparison to others. I guess he was in the exactly same situation as I was.