KFunk said:
I'm not quite sure what you're trying to say.
I should be studying right now, but KFunk you seem to be willing to explore the foundations of my belief and I respect that, so I'll entertain this discussion for awhile longer.
KFunk said:
You seem to be externally agnostic whilst internally holding the conception of god close to your heart as a source of love and comfort.
As I've brought my Christian belief into this, I've noticed how others (non-Christian) are more willing to argue and less willing to agree once they figure that aspect out. Just an observation. I've found it enlightening.
By philosophical accounts I would be agnostic, or even atheist on logical grounds, yet I've been conditioned by my love for God to search for more. Obviously this appears as absurd, which is why I don't claim it as anything else. To others this would seem foolish, or possibly deluded. Most likely the impact of a Christian upbringing, yet I find it interesting how my personal experience, unlike the accounts of various atheists I've conversed with in the past, has not entailed ignorence (I have freedom to ask any questions), or discrimination, or compulsory money offerings (although our church sponsors children in Tanzania - that could be a lie, a shame if so).
God is a source of love and comfort to me, yet this evidently appears the case (from my own empirical experience) even if He doesn't exist. In that sense I am wholeheartedly a Christian (or a Protestant if one holds to classification via denominations), since I believe through faith alone. Not all Christians hold to this reasoning, I consider this the only requirement, but I could be wrong.
KFunk said:
You say you "know god" but then you say that the existence of god is external to, which I take to mean independent of, your personal conviction. I would argue that your personal convictions may well have a bearing on god's existence.
My belief in God has no bearing on the existence of God. Similar as my belief in water has no bearing on the existence of water. Even so, I hold to Descartes' thought of God being an essence, rather than any limited contingent substance. On that account God does not actually exist on a such a level (with Jesus as the paradoxial exception), yet instead exists on a spiritual level, as a supremely perfect being. Still I don't know this, I claim to know God (that is my knowledge claim), but not this. This is human imagination being absurd, levels are just logical ways of thinking.
KFunk said:
Whether or not they do, I believe, depends entirely on what is meant by god. If 'god' signifies a mere concept, which may nonetheless be a very powerful one, then in coming to know god you simply become familiar with a mental abstraction. If 'god' signifies an existent being then in coming to know god you experience the nature of an awesome being.
By "God" I refer to a loving sentient being. In the case of a neutral, indifferent, hateful or deceptive sentient being - that is not a loving God. In the latter instance, I would not love God, since God is not love. This is merely conditional love on my part, but to do otherwise would be to seemingly love hate and hate love, which blurs the distinction between the two.
In the case of a non-existent sentient being - there is no loving God. The alternative here is to remain indifferent, yet I experience benefit even without the reality, nor does it interfere with my current reality (I don't hear the voice of God telling me to kill people, or anything along those lines), so I'm content in my absurd belief.
The concept of God is contained within the mind alone. My mental image of God is certainly different from the real God (assuming God exists). From an agnostic stance one would assume God is truly unknowable. From a Christian stance one would assume God is truly knowable, should He choose to reveal Himself to us. Other deity driven religions also claim this, and I've explored some of the more well known ones and decided to since place faith in the Christian construct. Personal bias would be evident I admit, although I claim to have taken a neutral point of view in my exploration, I could still very well be wrong. If that is the case, too bad for me.
KFunk said:
If you take the second case then if it is true that you have 'come to know god' then would not that truth seem to necessitate god's existence? Your claims then contain nested statements about god's existence and once more conform to 'something is true when I believe it to be so'.
By my own account, if I believe "God's existence is not bound to my belief" then would I claim that is also true when I believe it to be so? I'd say it is true or false regardless of what I believe, which is basically it rephrased.
I've come to know God, but therein lies the possibility of "I've come to know what I perceive to be God", and "What I perceive to be God is not actually God". That is most certainly the case, unless one considers the possibility of "God wants me to come to know Him", and "What I perceive to be God is close" due to experiencing His love.
ihavenothing said:
There is only one way to find out whether there is a God or not, until I see the evidence I will err on the side of caution and not believe in God.
That would be empirical evidence right? I'd say use intuition, but that seems like a copout on my part, seeing as I can't provide such evidence (due to the nature of such "evidence", what I would call experience instead). Also depends on your supposed mental image of God, whether that is self contradictory or not. If it is then you're already against the possibility of God's potential existence. If so, that is a perfectly logical stance. Such disbelief is certainly cautious on a logical level, but on what logical basis do you consider yourself to have free will? (seeing as logically your actions are always directed by external events), or in regard to logic, the ability to ever unconditionally love? (since such "charity" and "compassion" serve to drive a sense of satisfaction, logically it is an action performed to sustain life as part of evolution's outcome). Don't feel obliged to answer. If you're content with that, then be content. I'm not content to be discontent, that is my flaw.
ElendilPeredhil said:
What about believing in God but refusing to worship him? What if I accept the arguments that God exists but refuse to believe his propoganda about being wise and loving? Am I going to Hell EraserDust?
To be foolish and hateful? That is between you and God. Apparently God knows the heart, the intent, not just the consequence. IMO it is a relationship driven convenant, not a just a contract. Also depends what you mean by the concept of "Hell" too (in terms of eternal estrangement and/or physical to spiritual burning), plus I'm not one to condemn others, I'm hardly that arrogant. I have a hunch that you're simply playing Devil's Advocate here, but in the case of refusing to love, I'd say wisdom is already out the window. You don't have to worship God, but it is almost like marrying someone and never showing appreciation or love (except that the wed would probably be corporeal).
Stott Despoja said:
Which God or framework of belief should one choose?
IMO a loving God, (does not necessarily entail Christianity, neither will I try to convert you, only you can change yourself, and if you're currently comfortable with your belief then nothing I say will change it). I could explain this further should you be willing to listen, but as it is I've already written heaps and I'm not sure if many people will be bothered to read it all.