it's alright, i think everyone has been there.
i'm doing a film major work, the school's resource dept. lent me the "best camera they had" (like a fifty dollar handycam). i used it anyway, figuring hey, i can still get some great stuff. when i finished it back at the start of may, i showed my teacher and she was blown away, she said it could really possibly get into art express. and then we both realised that the video size was far too small, thanks to the camera i was given.
i almost killed myself, no joke.
but in the long run i've got my hands on a better camera and things are turning out alright now. i'm about halfway done and i have the whole holidays ahead of me to film. i guess the moral of the story is no matter how much things screw up, how awful you feel and how much you hate your work, you're not alone in how you feel.
don't give up, you'll pull through