hey man
i dont know why but i feel bad calling u "stupid" and "idiotic" etc
Its good that you are inquisitorial and dont just believe what your told
But your approach is very misguided as you base it off the approach of others and the archetypal repudiation for the non-existence of God
keep questioning though, and hopefully you can draw your OWN conclusions rather force the conclusions of someone else
+ just keep reading info on the web and researching to broaden your knowledge
im not going to lie, but your views lack substance
but keep questioning
(no sarcasm, im being serz)
good luck with hsc and everything