isho-3

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  isho-3

• Aug 30, 2024

made a thread about my (likely) dying basil plant. if anyone who sees this knows anything about basil or even just plants in general pls send advice bc i've gotten unreasonably attached to that thing. i'm in the bathroom for around an hour every day in total, i've watched it double in height and i'm so proud of it but i'm scared we're not treating it right????? help

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  isho-3

• Aug 29, 2024

i forget just how much i love summer nights,,,,,,,, bro the sky was cloudless and the prettiest shades of blue-gray and pink and purple and red and orange and yellow. and i could see the stars already. i need to set up that telescope soon,,,,,,, seeing the stars and sky clearly would fix me i think.

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  isho-3

• Aug 28, 2024

you know what fuck religion im giving low effort and bullshit. give me that kinda bad but average-ish grade. i need to make that practice essay for english and work on my geo elective project and study for math & geography & drama. im not pretending i care about it anymore go rot in a ditch

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  isho-3

• Aug 26, 2024

for once in my life i finished & submitted something days before the deadline,,,,,, i will not do it again for the rest of the year

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  isho-3

• Aug 22, 2024

when you try and get rid of all your immediate distractions but you realize the second you finish doing so that if you take out too many your brain goes fucking 'nuh-uh' to doing work and you reluctantly pull some of your distraction tabs back up,,,,,,, why are you like this,,,,,,,,,

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  isho-3

• Aug 20, 2024

finally finished that overdue assignment,,,,, its so ass compared to what i usually do but it's submitted. now i need to focus on the 2 other major projects due at the end of this week that are slightly more fun!!!

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  isho-3

• Aug 16, 2024

research findings (not the actual task!!!) due in like. an hour,,,,,,, and i'm not even half done,,,,,,,,, yeah no fuck this we're submitting this shit late

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  isho-3

• Aug 14, 2024

honestly atp i can't muster up any more effort for humanities. i'll submit shit late idc anymore (except that speech. hate speeches)

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  isho-3

• Aug 12, 2024

realizing that all my goddamn humanities will not affect me past y10,,,, so calming. *looking at the 7 assessments/projects i have within the next 3 weeks. 4 of them are humanities.*

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  isho-3

• Aug 8, 2024

i have like. 3 major projects due in 2 weeks. most of which i have barely done anything for. one of which is a speech. and here i am,,,, stressing over next year's eng-adv. materials,,,,,,,, how do i find myself doing everything but important schoolwork,,,,,,

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  isho-3

• Aug 5, 2024

every week i promise myself i'm going to be productive and every time i forget i have time blindness and greatly underestimate just how long it takes for me to do anything ever. i have finished one (1) overdue homework over the weekend. i finished it last minute. i think i am going to die in y11

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  isho-3

• Jul 24, 2024

also need to get this off my chest: last term made one of the best poems i've ever done. excessive 4 pages of doublespaced freeverse (+ fandom-related!!) all for an ungraded for-fun assignment. english extension & advanced teachers gave thumbs up. did so well during in-class recitation but was too scared to ask if i could recite it in year-wide poetry slam. i am still seething :head in hands:

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  isho-3

• Jul 24, 2024

only just found out this forum from google search,,,,, time to doomscroll