Proof that anyone can do anything literally right now. (2 Viewers)

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The type of suffering that comes from the lack of freedom is a sense of longing, an “If Only…” feeling.
Since my ideal self is capable of such things, as well as the fact that my former self was also feeling that way whenever I became ‘dramatic’, which such an emotion can be expressed through the image below:

I think that this feeling Is the one I want to feel as my reality contradicts my view of existence, however, that is a lesser important issue.

The major part is still need IS a view of existence within itself, and that is why I mentioned previously that I need to increase my imagination capabilities towards the degree of hyper-immersion and photo-realistism once again as it was in the past.
[I’ve still yet to give a proper name to the ‘realism’ of my imagination goal, since it includes all senses, not just sight.]

The next message I will send is to a link of a Webnovel that I plan to publish filled with works of imaginations that meet these emotionally charged criteria’s - for the only way to create significant memories that hold long enough and help hasten the process of increasing my attention span, is through emotional experiences, in order to create a grounded/solid view of existence.

 

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Below is the link to the Webnovel, if anyone is curious about my immerion progress.
I’ve yet to actually succeed with even one yet, so there is nothing to read as of right now.
[WARNING: Not everything is expected to be family friendly. I’ll include everything uncensored that I immerse myself in, and if that includes specific ’desires’, there will be no holding back, for the sake of progress and manhood.]:
A Series of Emotional Events

 

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Anyways, now about the fact of aspects in my life that I know are outside of my view of existence, but I am forced to engage with anyways, such as school, I believe that this is where…

I have zero want nor need towards these things in my life, however, since I’m forced to engage with them, I’ll have to…

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In the past, when I was forced to focus on something that I didn’t want, because my attention was else where, I managed to get through it by thinking that completing these challenges would give me the freedom to do what I want.
I was right, and during those moments, I would sprint through until I made it back to the world I wanted.

However, most often than not, I would suffer my lack of freedom until then.
So… what way would I have to approach this in order to make it more efficient?

Well, technically, these moments are where there is an opportunity to pick up a new ‘genre’, so maybe if I pay more attention to these things, even though I currently believe I don’t like them now, eventually there will be something out of that side storied view of existence that I can be inspired by, and then it would feel like living a double life, and in both worlds, I can enjoy myself?

Ok, the real question is not about whether I’ll like them or not, it’s a matter of if I hate them right now or not…

Hmmm… well, my current situation, yes, so I guess there is an element of escapism that exists whenever I pay attention to the things that I want whenever I am forced to engage with the things that I don’t(so I guess I’m not so ‘indifferent’ after all.).
However, knowing the power of imagination, I could use it as well to find a potential sub-aspect within this limiting part of my life, that I can call ‘my own’, rather than being a slave to fate.

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When I was once enjoying climbing up from E class to A class in high school alone, the thought of not being, but doing… [This has taken me many days to write since I’ve had many things to deal with when it comes to school, but I was still searching for answers all the same.
I’m giving up on completing this now, since I already have an answer, which will be the following message.]

Lol, completely forgot I already solved this issue before. I find it hard to remember an answer when I’m in ‘seeking mode’, since I end up trying to relearn it from scratch.
Thankfully that’s why I stopped where I did, and today refocused my attention towards attention itself:
How to Increase Attention Span [A BOS Thread I Made]

 

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Update on Attention Span practice:
As I work to increase my imagination capabilities, the more it’s made apparent just how easily my mind wanders.
I have been meditating all day everyday for a variety of reasons, but it seems like the most standard form of meditation is the fundamentals of which I’m lacking in: Silence.

 

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The type of suffering that comes from the lack of freedom is a sense of longing, an “If Only…” feeling.
Since my ideal self is capable of such things, as well as the fact that my former self was also feeling that way whenever I became ‘dramatic’, which such an emotion can be expressed through the image below:
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I think that this feeling Is the one I want to feel as my reality contradicts my view of existence, however, that is a lesser important issue.

The major part is still need IS a view of existence within itself, and that is why I mentioned previously that I need to increase my imagination capabilities towards the degree of hyper-immersion and photo-realistism once again as it was in the past.
[I’ve still yet to give a proper name to the ‘realism’ of my imagination goal, since it includes all senses, not just sight.]

The next message I will send is to a link of a Webnovel that I plan to publish filled with works of imaginations that meet these emotionally charged criteria’s - for the only way to create significant memories that hold long enough and help hasten the process of increasing my attention span, is through emotional experiences, in order to create a grounded/solid view of existence.

 

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I can’t touch grass when to me it is nothing more than green matter.
Once I can sense the significance of… ANYTHING, then I won’t solely rely on daydreams to create significant memories.

 

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Attention everyone:
The first chapter of the Webnovel “A Series of Emotional Events” is out, however, it is still being updated, since I’m really struggling with this beginning phase, and I expect it to take a lot of time.
Thankfully, I can write without immersion as well, so during the moments that I am immersed, I have managed to articulate them in a way that is extensive enough on its own, despite not much having happened yet.
A Series of Emotional Events

 

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I can want things so much that it hurts again.
I want my future wife, that much I’m never backing down from again.

In order to get her in preparation for when that day comes, I will become my ideal self in capabilities next, not just being.

I will no longer feel like The Main Character, even though that feeling has only lasted for a day so far, but I will also live the life of The Main Character.

Grace is a powerful thing that surrounds us all, for it is the gravity that draws us to one another in the strings of fate, (or whatever cool saying you’d prefer to reference it).

I have faith that the longer I yearn and the harder I work, one day, my destiny will be intertwined with my desires, and my dreams will become a reality.

…
There was this quote that I’ve read many times in the past, which I ended up believing:
“In youth we learn and in age we understand.”
But now that I’ve successfully become youthful once again despite having once lost it, I now realise that beliefs, educations, delusions, and other forms of corruption, are the root cause of our insanity.

I’m now free, and it’s time to get back to truly living life, as a genuinely normal person.

 

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I’ve decided that I’m going to now practice increasing my attention span, as well as my ability to get addicted towards something that my Ideal self would be addicted to the feeling of, when it comes to calestenics.
I want to be as physically fit as Chris Heria, or any JRPG character.
The process I will get addicted to is my attempts to do superhuman body movements, such as fly-ups (which are INCREDIBLE muscle ups), planch-ups, and human flags.

I want to look like this for my deal self:

[The guy in the image of course, where as the girl is what I’m looking for in a future wife, which I want very much.]

I won’t be updating my progress through photos that reveal what I look like, however, every week, I will be uploading a video to YouTube that shows how many reps I can perform with what level of accuracy I can do until failure.

I’ll be going completely natural of course, since my Ideal self performs impossible feats completely alone, without any support but personal brute force.
And when it comes to the videos then selves, I will probably be editing them to make sure to hide my face, but I will show my body I guess, (since I have to. The whole point is progress with the body.).

When it comes to skin colour, to go back to its original tone rather than being as dark as I am now after running a marathon in the heat and simply how hot the country I am is, I’ll have to do some serious research on skin care treatments that can remove my natural, uneven tan.

I want to be as light skin as the guy in the photo, since I used to be that light in the past, and my facial features are better suited for light instead of dark, (Just a personal preference though).

Anyways, with all of those generals out of the way (I don’t intend to start an opinion war as to my standing on my own body, in regards to skin colour or unrealistic goals), it’s about time I start getting addicted to this process once again, just as I did in the past.

 

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Ok, after ranting on a thread on this website in order to organise my thoughts and replicate my Ideal self in a way that can LAST, I have now decided to have a daily routine, for reasons that I don’t want to explain, (I’m sick of ranting honestly):
- Wake up at 6AM.
- Have a quick and cold shower.
- Workout for however long I can until I decide to do next task.
- Do school work with unbroken focus for however long I want.
- Do what I want for a break.
- Workout + try new things, (like study maths or whatever I think would be cool if the me in the future was capable of being a Master of something that was supposed to be difficult if I were a regular person, but because I randomly started studying it, if I were to take it seriously one day, I would be above average compared to those who have been studying there butts off.).
- Do whatever I want for a break.
- Work on making money for as long as I want.
- Do whatever I want.
- Sleep.

 

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I would like to update my daily routine.
I’ll be adding drawing for my manga that has the art style of my favourite artists like WLOP and Guweiz, and I’ll be drawing more than all of them combined in a record breaking time.

The reason why I’m getting back into drawing isn’t so much that I’m passionate about drawing, but rather that I’m passionate about the idea at being the best at everything, which includes drawing.

@Hivaclibtibcharkwa I think you were right about what you referenced in regards to the world’s greatest chess player to me. I live for that very reason, to be the best.

 

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New and improved daily routine:

• Wake up and get out of bed immediately with a sense of devotion towards finding (@:$$(&@;$:&;;$:&) [That’s my dream, and it’s too personal to mention.]
• Shower, workout, open window, morning routine stuff.
• school responsibilities for 1+ hours.
• rest/watch anime.
• eat.
• phone time for messages.
• return to laptop for either more school work until completion, or begin making manga.
• make manga for 4+ hours.
• eat.
• walk outside for 40 minutes to 2 hours.
• read manga, watch anime, play games (engage with whatever I love).
• finish what I was working on for the manga for the day.
• start entrepreneurship side hustle responsibilities.
• do entrepreneurial work for the rest of the day.
• eat.
• late night phone time for message responses and updating threads like these.
• go to sleep while hyper-immersing myself in my desirable imaginations, potentially having a night-dream with a similar setting/narrative.

 

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I'm working on my manga right now as I type this. Behind-the-scenes progress notes will temporarily be sent to the thread here on BOS below:
Drawings

 

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I haven’t had a genuine interest in something for a long time, so I’m going to be watching anime again as my mind continues to empty, after the latest realisation I had on the “A Deeper Awareness of Things” thread.

I’ll quickly mention that the way my mind feels at the moment is as if I have a fever or some sort of sickness 24/7, just to use as a point of reference for my near future self to look back on.

I also started working out again, so that should speed things up to be better physical brain recovery - which will optimise the experience of the mind happening TO me as well; yes, the mind isn’t something that needs to be completely in your control, but I mean that in a very specific, spiritual sense, which is best understood through the perspective of being an observer.

 

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I’ve also been trying to take up two other interests as well, drawing and playing Honkai: Star Rail, but I find that I don’t have the energy to do them sometimes, so by having it within arms reach, can at least make me feel comfortable as a lie in my bed as per usual, (as pathetic as it sounds, despite them being only two arms lengths away from me).
Working out should help me regulate my energy levels a lot more, and that’s going to take some discipline since I don’t have an interest in it itself, yet.

 

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I’ve been working out for 6 days of the week, but for some reason, I keep waking up after only 3 hours of sleep, and when I fall asleep during the day by accident because of this lack of sleep, it ends up being usually less than 2 hours.

It’s annoying, so I’ve also been eating healthy during for the pasts week and fasting, and now I’m doing yoga and basic stretches.

Because of my constant seeking with little to no regard for my own body, my muscles have become so physically weak that I’m actually struggling with 1kg weights…

So, I guess this is the start of a new OFFICAL goal.

 

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Since looking after my health is now clearly a necessity, I think I’ll devote myself to it as obsessively as I do spiritual seeking.

I think I’d be pretty cool to actually look the part of someone who is on this annoying journey.

 

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I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m now The Ideal, I’m now who I want to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS PERMANENT BABY!! WHOOO HOOOO!!!!!
ALSO, I WAS COMPLETELY WRONG ABOUT THE IDEAL THIS ENTIRE TIME!! ALL I HAD TO DO WAS REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO FEEL THE PRESENCE OF SPIRATIONS, AND VOLA, MYSTERY SOLVED!!!!!!!

NOW EXPECT SOME EPIC SHIZZ TO COME FROM THIS!!!
TODAY IS THE DAY EVERYTHING CHANGES FOR EVERYONE!!!

 

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I’m now going to do the impossible, and that potential is going to include dreams on par with creating SAO in real life, making an asteroid mining company and becoming the world’s first trillionaire as a result, and creating immortality.