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I know… I need help in many circumstances. However, but having it will only slow me down, not stop me completely.…also you're not going to be able to bear such a big grand narrative by yourself.
I’ll find a way to be strong on my own, so I can finally feel comfortable with the idea of sharing the only happiness I have. It’s too risky to have relationships as I am now, hence why I’m going deeper into things instead of people.