ehhh.
Just this guy I ended up liking a lot after hooking up one night.
Things were going to continue (dating and shiz) after, but after a date, got ignored for a week and a facebook message after much chasing.
He's too awkward to say it IRL so I figured I'll talk to him whilst he's drinking. He seemed pretty keen afterwards and he even admitted to being into me even before that night. (Have mutual friends, never really talked, would always catch him looking, etc etc. Even asked if I was single one night when we were smoking shishah. Dunno.)
ANYWAY, so we talked, he said he feels extremely bad that I was blaming myself, when it was his fault for being a dick about things, etc etc, he really felt like he was to blame. He told me it'd be easier if I hated him, and to admit that he was the wrong one. I just said that I can't hate someone who's as nice as he is, that I can't admit that and that I'm extremely understanding and shiz so it was okay. He told me to go find a guy, and to stop blaming myself because I'm a great girl, or whatever. Pfft.
I really don't know. I kinda cried for 5 minutes after, fucken great guy, sucks that he'd rather be alone, completely.
^ Second time I've picked someone like that, fuck.
Ugh.