Note: This is a Christian-God related post.
I feel awfully tiny and silly and naive as I post this. I'm kind of scared to be honest, but here goes.
I read the entire argument guide, and I'm sorry that half of this will probably do whatever it says not to do. >_<
Rather than answering the 'Does God exist?' question, my post will be useful in the sense that it shows you the perspective of a Christian/her opinion of one of the reasons why Christianity is sorely misunderstood.
To start off, I believe in God. I believe there is a God.
(I am not a literalist/fundamentalist/creationist. I do not claim to have full belief or knowledge of the universe and its origins and all this profound shit, because really, I'm just a sixteen year old trying to get through highschool)
To continue, everything I'm saying here is a matter of my personal opinion, please DO NOT feel as though I'm infringing upon your right as a human being to carry your own thoughts/beliefs. I respect you and I hope you do the same for me.
However, I don't think God is a thing which you prove through evidential argument. I know it's frustrating, I at one point could empathise with you. I was born and raised in a Christian family, and I can't help but feel a lot of you thinking (Oh, here we go...), and hey, I guess I can't really blame you.
I think the world has construed faith into something gross. I think the second it becomes a matter of 'God is real, how dare you defy my beliefs!', real faith and belief in God is lost. You know why? Because it becomes all about me. What I want to believe. What I think is moral. What I think is the right thing to do, when really, having faith in God means it's no longer about you but bettering the world with the love and grace that you now know. And instead of adapting the humbling nature of having faith in a higher power, some adopt this false sense of superiority.
Christianity, to me (once again, only my opinion), should be firmly rooted in the foundations of love, grace, empathy and a willingness to accept the fact that you by yourself are really not that important, but are actually made for something greater than living for yourself. Like, sure, you're awesomely and complexly created and the fact that you're alive goes against like a billion gazillion odds, but we as humans, individually, are nothing when compared to... well, ourselves. I'm not being very concise because I'm literally just typing my thoughts as they come, but I think religious people tend to turn faith into self interest, and use God as an excuse to justify their own actions. So what used to be, "God is great, God has shown me grace and love," turns into, "God is great, and I believe in God, therefore I am great and have the right to tell other people they are not great unless they believe in God's greatness also." I think just by looking at our own human history, self interest is the root of all evil.
I'm sorry if you have been vilified or insulted by those that use their faith as an excuse to justify their idiocy and general suckiness, when really, by declaring your belief in God, you're kind of deeming yourself a complete loser that has been redeemed through love and grace given to you by God.
MODERN HISTORY ASSESSMENT OF RELIABILITY/PERSPECTIVE ETC. XD
Jokes.
But yeah, once again, I know this isn't really relevant to the whole 'Is God real?' argument... but... I felt compelled to post this. This is entirely my opinion/the way I think about these things. Feel free to attack me!