I'm so....confused by everything right now. And it's not even confusion. I can't even describe the feeling. I got rejected because applications closed without my knowing. As in, the advertised closing date was 12/9, but they already conducted interviews on the 11/9. So that was a stupid reason. Then, I get another call saying I'm a most likely interview candidate but it'd be a phone interview on Wed morning at about 9am and my careers appt is booked in for 10:30 cos that'd be for Thursday and now I can't get it moved! I'm waiting for an email from the careers adviser I've constantly been seeing, hope she can eke out time for me tomorrow even though Fridays are non consulting days. Argh!
So yeah, between being angry at being rejected for a stupid reason, and the elation of a confirmed interview, and a cautious welcome of an interview about to be confirmed, and having to wait for feedback for my failed interview, and hoping to God I see the careers counsellor tomorrow..........I....just....can't....handle the stress of all my emotions! Gosh, I'd hate to be someone who experiences mixed emotions all the time, especially when they're opposing each other.
I think I might go play the piano now, might take my mind off this for a few blissful minutes....
So yeah, between being angry at being rejected for a stupid reason, and the elation of a confirmed interview, and a cautious welcome of an interview about to be confirmed, and having to wait for feedback for my failed interview, and hoping to God I see the careers counsellor tomorrow..........I....just....can't....handle the stress of all my emotions! Gosh, I'd hate to be someone who experiences mixed emotions all the time, especially when they're opposing each other.
I think I might go play the piano now, might take my mind off this for a few blissful minutes....
