I feel lonely every day. I've had no friends for 2 years now. My last friends were always mocking me, insulting me, treating me like an inferior, so I decided it was better to have no friends than bad friends.
I just didn't realise I'd be lonely for the next couple of years. I fell in love and I felt happy but I got broken up with in January so back to loneliness for me.
I'm trying to find a job so I can go on a holiday next year but I've had no luck whatsoever.. Trying to concentrate on my Uni studies now but I'm sure I can balance a job and Uni.
I have some online friends though. But.. each time my friend asked me for help in Facebook Poker, I always injected him with chips. Around 200k each time for a grand total of 5 million. Now he's rich and I lost all mine, and I asked for some chips (100k) and he refused to give me any. So.. that kind of sucks too that people can be so selfish and ungrateful.
I've learnt to just get by with hobbies. I like reading books and learning languages and watching movies. But hopefully I can get a job and a social life one day.