Proof that anyone can do anything literally right now. (3 Viewers)

[Socialism]

Do you watch the Lex Fridman podcast?

lmao

 

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Challenge:
Intentions have been the death of myself, and whenever I think about giving up, I feel like crying.

I feel this way not because of the act of giving up, but because entertaining the idea of putting an end to my intentions gives makes me feel normal again, like the whole show is over and I can just live my life normally.

Greatness has become a dogma for me over the years, and after understanding that what I truly yearn for is goodness, all I care about now are the things that matter more to me than me.

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I declare on this day, that I will attempt to let go of everything and try to be a normal person for the next year, zero intentions and just go with the flow in submission to an existence which I earn a sense of immersion and belonging to in.

Now with uni just around the corner, I will also have the best set of circumstances to have the lifestyle that will demand me to become normal again, for that is the intensity of the flow that I will allow myself to go with.

Plans for the future? None. But, instead of comparing myself to where I want to be on an abstract time scale that matters very little for what’s actually happening to me in life right now, all I can say that for the next year, I AM a student, and what I will be next is that I will be nothing more than who I am. The best label I can give the essence of that truest true self, is an observer, but no words can do it justice, you just got to be it yourself at least once in your life, which thankfully although it has become unfamiliar to me it is something I have a history with.

Well that was fuking lie.
I will only strive for greatness and my flow that I go with will be my own.

 

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Here’s what I’m going to do:
Go back to college and complete the advanced diploma I failed, and at the same time build portfolio works from now in order to start looking for work in the video games industry.

If I don’t find work by the end of this year, then next year I’ll enrol into the new program from the college since I last left that allows me to study for another year and a half to get a bachelor’s degree.

I will continue to do the same thing until I get a job, and if I get a job offer during my studies then I’ll drop out or switch to part time since having a degree to my name with little commitment (since I’ve already done a fair amount of years for it to be worth it) would be a cool addition.

Once I get a job, I will simultaneously in the same way that I am practicing 3D animation to contribute to my portfolio works as the ‘selling point’ of these smaller side projects/games that I intend to publish to steam, as well as repurpose these practiced skills to build an audience online in anticipation of the dream game I’m doing all of this for that will likely take many years to complete, I will be passively signing up to other degrees for entirely different courses for interests I have despite being committed to the career I am pursuing, because learning for the sake of learning instead of only having my plans for the future to decide what it is I study is what I like the most.

I would study things like biochemistry, ICT, economics, engineering, physics, astrophysics, neuroscience, etc, and then repurpose these understandings and self-studied but license/degree acquired/achieved practices over the course of 6-10 years part time to my full time work on my dream game, to then at long last make the things I sincerely dreamed of and still dream about on this forum.

SAO, immortality, and having a lifelong adventure of chasing the higher world I belong to while saving this one simultaneously.
These are the things I will do while I strive to become as capable and achieved as my Ideal self.

 

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Okay, I'm going to be updating my 3D animation progress here: https://boredofstudies.org/threads/...us-without-losing-my-mind.405234/post-7683544

 

[Tony Stark]

I recommend watching the following content creators, it is where I learned most of what I know about Blender.

Joey Carlino

I create things (mostly Blender tutorials) Born and raised on earth, Joey enjoys locomotion and consumption. Follow this link to see what else I have going on: https://joeycarlino.com

www.youtube.com

BlenderVitals

All your vital blender information packed into short, straight to the point, and simple videos. Check me out on all platforms: https://linktr.ee/BlenderVitals

www.youtube.com

WiseFrog

Welcome to WiseFrog 🐸 — your shortcut to mastering Blender! I create fast, practical, and powerful Blender tutorials focused on tips, secrets, and smart modeling techniques. Whether you're a beginner or experienced, my short videos are designed to level up your skills fast. I specialize in...

www.youtube.com

 

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I recommend watching the following content creators, it is where I learned most of what I know about Blender.

Joey Carlino

I create things (mostly Blender tutorials) Born and raised on earth, Joey enjoys locomotion and consumption. Follow this link to see what else I have going on: https://joeycarlino.com

www.youtube.com

BlenderVitals

All your vital blender information packed into short, straight to the point, and simple videos. Check me out on all platforms: https://linktr.ee/BlenderVitals

www.youtube.com

WiseFrog

Welcome to WiseFrog 🐸 — your shortcut to mastering Blender! I create fast, practical, and powerful Blender tutorials focused on tips, secrets, and smart modeling techniques. Whether you're a beginner or experienced, my short videos are designed to level up your skills fast. I specialize in...

www.youtube.com

Thanks, I think I'll be ready for video tutorials outside of following the manual in hopefully a week from now, but we'll see.

 

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My new daily schedule:
- Wake up early and do yoga
- Work on 3D animations outside of my bedroom until the tv is occupied because it’s too noisy to work outside of it.
- Go to room and continue work.
- Stop working at 6PM (must)

 

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I feel I should give an update of the things I did while I was away:
- tried to diagnose the issue with my neck after injuring it. Originally suspected to be the Adam’s Apple, then the hydroid bone, and then after going to my GP was incorrectly told it was psychological, then went to a chiropractor and was confirmed to have insane levels of tension from an unknown injury. I then studied the anatomy of the muscles, nerves, and other stuff and I think that it may be to do with the posterior belly of the digastric muscle; whatever the case may be, it isn’t life threatening so I’m just waiting to make the money and time to go to a specialist on my own.
- I got a vitamin d shot because I was severely deficient despite my consistent supplementation.
- I have been following a strict beauty routine for my skin and hair after learning many things, and what I have come to having being the best routine currently is:
Day:
Wash face with cloth
Niacinamide Serum - wait 30 seconds to 2 minutes for absorbing
Vitamin c - wait 1-2 minutes for absorption
Vitamin e - wait 10-20 minutes for absorbtion
Sunscreen - every 2 hours even indoors

Prebreakfast:
- Ginger, honey tea (best used as a preworkout when intending to workout intensely, an inhibitor of fat loss due to breaking a fast, so take before intense workout for strength benefits at least. Alternatively, if fat loss is the goal swap around this with the Tumik and Neem within schedule.)

Workout for an hour doing yoga for posture and mobility and then eat breakfast with:
- 2 vitamin D/K tablets
- 3 Saw palmetto with pumpkin seed oil tablets
- 1 iron tablet
- 1 copper tablet

Wait till noon and eat lunch with:
- Tumrik and neem (separation in times of due to tumrik affecting iron absorption)
- include calcium through diet like milk or cheese.

All meals must ONLY (apart from cheese in a single meal of the day) include any of the following ingredients:

• fish
• eggs
• rice
• steak
• lamb
• organ meats
• fruit for snacks

Thursday Nights only:
wash face with cloth
Niacinamide Serum - wait 30 seconds to 2 minutes for absorbing
0.1% Retinol - wait 30 minutes or less for absorption
Vitamin e - leave in over night
Homemade hair serum no retinol on scalp

Monday Night Only:

Wash face with cloth
BHA 10 minutes and immediately wash off
Niacinamide Serum
Homemade hair serum no retinol on scalp

Regular nights:
Wash face with cloth
NiacinamideSerum
Vitamin E
Homemade hair serum no retinol on scalp

So far I’ve managed to clear up my skin a bit, but after it started pealing from chemical burns as expected from the retinol, and I got sick recently, I got neglectful.
I plan to look my best for next year’s anime convention inspired by male Rover from WuWa (Wuthering Waves). These all help deal with acne scar removal, de-tanning, glassy skin, and general wrinkles for skin.
For hair I just every morning put in “Scalpy hair ampoule - Seapuri” after shampooing, and at night put in that homemade hair serum (I don’t know exactly what’s in it since my mum is the one who makes it, but I think there’s coconut oil, caster oil, and other stuff that are good for hair since she did most of this research her self for years before I decided to catch up to her in knowing the science behind it). Also, I needle my scalp twice a week.

- I’ve also been working on the design of my dream game every day, but now I have a new objective for the sake of this game being a success in the future, that being getting a job in industry to learn on the job on how to make my own large scale game ‘perfectly’, as well as make some money while I develop it with people I find in industry who are interested to join me if they’re interested to do so in their free time so that way I and we don’t have to wait till the game’s completion just to see a profit; i.e. starving artists can’t starve forever.