i got good at eyeliner the hard way... some of those old photos of me are ROUGH i cannot believe i showed up to school like that. i was cringe but i was freeur so real for that, my eyeliner is still being abused everyday but not to the extent it was back in those days </3 we DO heal
i still have all my cans oml (all properly washed) i add a new one like once every few months
STOP I UNDERSTAND THAT SO WELL
i can not believe i left the house LOOKING LIKE THAT??? thank fucking god the goth and punk communities picked me up and now i understand how to do eyeliner 
i still keep all my energy can tabs, i have a whole stash of them, i take them off habitually now it's great
i havent properly gotten ready in ages omg im so excited to be done w exams and properly do my makeup and elevate my closet aghhSTOP I UNDERSTAND THAT SO WELL
i don't really listen to goth or punk music as much as i used to anymore but i will always always keep the riot grrrl mentality tucked away within me. punk never diesSTOP I UNDERSTAND THAT SO WELL
gonna expose msyelf by saying i made 2 guns
me too!! im so excited, gonna go thrifting and buy whimsical clothing AHHH
oh that's iconic, 14 year old me would've been tweaking jealous
so excited to have adult money and free time and go to concerts n festivals omg only if i was in the us rn
post-hsc plans are what kept me alive throughout the entire hsc season. cant wait to go to the beach.
i KNOWWW i saw bikini kill live in 2023, that was peak tbh. i wanted laneway tickets so bad but they sold so fast and i'm so poor rn
i regret not going to so many concerts when i couldve, but i dont feel like going alone and most of my friends dont listen to the same stuff, ughh forever mad i didnt go ptv last year
ive already started planning out my uni fits im so excited hahahah
my poor older sister has had to go to a few concerts with me because i don't have anyone else to go with
i met up with a friend at paramore though, that was so good
also bruh I can’t even do anything nice for Halloween because of my bio exam tmrw
OMG IM JEALOUS
the crowd was so lovely, the only concert crowd i've ever felt fully safe in. they're still touring regularly in the u.s so tbh i wouldn't be surprised if they came back at some point!!!! i'd also love to see le tigre, tbh i just want to see kathleen hanna on stage again she was so good
