ok, fuck.
like this guy, not bad at head, actually. but i'll admit i'm a tough nut to crack if you catch my drift. so it feels amazing but he gets all whiney because i don't gasm. like, bring it up the next morning over breakfast kind of preoccupied with it. something about his 'ego'...idk
so ANYWAY i finally get through to him that its still enjoyable, and that he just got some fucked girl who doesn't orgasm at the drop of a hat. end scene
NEXT PROBLEM, ok, so hes going for it, but its hurting because he's being a bit rough. and i tell him steady on its painful. this is a sensible, mature thing to do, right? im defs not going to orgasm if i'm in pain, ok. so just trying to be helpful and constructive...
and he gets all offended and sulky about it. and more sulking. and i tell him to stop sulking its not a big deal, stop being such a girl and just fuck me. right. wrong. he can't even fuck me he's too preoccupied with this "massive fuckup" that he did. blah blah blah
oh. my. god. ffs, and i wanted to break it off, and now he's going to think its because the sex is bad, which it is at the moment because he's being a massive girl, but in actual fact its because he's a HUGE BALL OF BORING and i'm in love with someone else
woe